One of my challenges is that I delay even the things I want to choose for myself. Even simple things.
For years, since I first read that it could be done, I’ve wanted to have crystallized rose petals. The idea of eating sugary flower petals seems so fancy and ethereal. What would a rose taste like?
Every year before Valentine’s Day I think about making those rose petals. And I then let the date pass while I beat back my “silly” idea because:
I’m the only one who’s interested.
I should wait until I have a grand dinner party.
This year, I beat back the excuses and made them. On a whim. I saw containers of organic rose petals while shopping at Whole Foods (which is my favorite place to shop even though it’s expensive, impractical, etc.).
My daughter really wanted roses on stems, so we go those instead. Still organic and edible.
And that night I found this recipe on the NPR site and my son and I made the crystallized rose petals (we also used organic sugar). It was simple and the next day (they have to dry overnight) the petals were wonderful. Very light and like a little taste of beauty.
I didn’t make an elaborate cake and use them for garnish or have a fancy Valentine’s Day dinner. Just the rose petals. And they were worth it. I will try to remember them and remind myself not to wait for the perfect this or that; and not to diminish the wonder of everyday. Will I remember not to delay and to do even simple things just because I want to? I don’t know. The rose petals are one of the things that were on my list of “I wish I had …” and hopefully I’ll take more steps to just do those things.